Substance

Thank you for my tears
Thankful for the years
Thank you for anticipation 
Thank you for the love taming

Thank you for the lesson 
Thankful for the blessings
Thank you for the waiting 
Thank you for creating

Thank you for new feelings
Thankful for the healing
Thank you for the ties 
Thank you for blue skies

Thank you for the lights
Thankful for twelve knights
Thank you for confusion 
Thank you for the never ending illusions

Thank you for the mystery 
Thankful for the history 
Thank you for going missing 
Thank you for always living

I say thank you because I truly mean it
Your existence is the reason why I'll always be it 
When I say it I mean relevant to this space
The space where I 'm destined to always create

Inspiration comes so naturally 
Showing me the ways to always believe 

You always make me sit and ponder
Whenever my mind is working is like lightening to thunder
Striking the fields , the ones I use to run
The moments before these days had even begun

One utter is like one step
Take it for what it is, that's a constant reminder 
Followed by a question,
So what's next

I'm one foot out and one foot in 
Waiting for answers like I'm waiting for results
There is nothing to hear
The doctors announced that there is no pulse

All of these quarters, they're supposed to add value
I want to gain something in return 
Or at least be able to buy a time travel

This isn't my first and it won't be my last 
Let's start up the engine, place our foot on the gas 
To be part of my future 
Or will you forever remain in my past