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Fatherless Child

9/23/2015

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No happy birthdays

No kisses on the first day of school
No escape from my creator  
Yellow mixed with green the outcome is usually blue 


How do you think I will survive  
Two face'd mask, I'll decipher when to switch 
Soon the forecast will be predictable 
Explaining your absence rehearsed is starting to sound like a pitch 


When I meet my knight, how will I know If he's noble
There are two cars driving how will I know which lane to choose 
How will I differentiate a snake from a saint
This is a job of a masculine figure, not the channel 9 news 


When I blossom who's shield will i hide behind?
When the picture is transparent and I finally comprehend the decisions u've chosen 
Will I accept it or play trivia games 
Will I place you in a pleasant setting or denounce you to the hall of shame 


You see life chooses its own destiny so that means I was fate 
No matter how many times you would have tried to avoid this creation 
In some way shape or form I would be apart of your genes
I just pray that once these clouds become vivid, u won't jus be a pigment of my imagination 


I hope that my character still remains pleasant
You know they say a fatherless child rebels unknowingly
I never want to use to the word abandonment and your name in one sentence 
Let's show some acts of courage not the cowardly dog and learn to repent less 


How will I know if some of my traits came from you 
If some of the things I love you once loved too 
When I see the eyes of other kids who's fathers are present 
I know I will go into heavy thought 
For which fatherless child hasn't 




Let's say you reappear when I reach an important Mile stone 
I don't know if I'd want to share tears and years of reliving the memory of an abandoned child's home 
This choice wasn't chosen by my creator you made your bed your supposed to lay in it 
Not act as if I was non existent and avoiding confrontation as if you permanently lived in a no roam zone 




How will you live you're  life trying to deny that this isn't heavy on your conscious 
Finessing your way through life oh u think ur such a little charmer
For i will not  Chase behind a boy that never once turned man 
Just know when you try to run away from her she's always one step behind also known as Karma 






Jeanice P.
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